James Sapp 2m 469 #masturbation
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Hi all, my name is James and i am a 39 year old chronic masturbation addict. I remember that i started to masturbate every day at the age of 6 when masturbation was just an “unconscious” habit that i did 2-3 times every day to make my body feel good when i had nothing else to do during the day.
At the age of 9 i started to collect porn photos from adult magazines that i found at the garbage of a local store that sold magazines of this kind. Looking at these photos made me very excited because i knew they were “restricted area” to me and my penis started to get constantly erected during the day and thus i had the urge to masturbate 4-5 times every day to feel satisfied.
By the age of 12 i started to ejaculate and to watch with friends of mine some porn video tapes secretly from adults and this new excitement raised the number of every day masturbation to 6-7 times. Finding new ways to get my penis hard (peeping at my sister in the shower and toilet and other girls at the locker room, masturbating with other boys my age, and together with the old habits to collect porn photos and watch porn video tapes, i raised ever more the number of my every day masturbation to 8-10 times per day (my “record” until i got 18 was 15 times in one day).
At the age of 19 i started to use some sex toys to masturbate (including anal play with dildos) which made my penis rock hard and my masturbation addiction to minimum 10 times every day.
From 19 and up today i still masturbate about 10 times every day. I have to mention that i am still a virgin and never had a relationship with a girl in my life. Masturbating constantly as a child, a teen and an adult got me caught red handed by my mother and my older sister many times. My mother punished me several times by spanking me and leaving me with no clothes out on the porch to give me a lesson and my sister “owned” me by blackmailing me to tell my mother that i masturbated with her panties and so i had to do her some favors like cleaning her room and masturbate in front of her friends when they had the urge to see a penis at their teen years.
I never learned my lessons though because all these punishments just fed my addiction to masturbate in every chance. I wanted to ask if there are other people out there like me, if i must make an effort to cut back masturbation time and if i m considered a pervert after all these years.
Thank you for your patience and i will appreciate every answer or comment.